elafiphobia

by flowerguts

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1.
clementine 01:07
instrumental
2.
waking up at quarter to 3 feel it cut through me like a stiff breeze we don't need you that's what the deer say never wanted to waste away all day I can't tell you what you wanna hear well, I thought you knew? was I not clear I see them waiting there on the gravestone there's an outlier and it's all alone
3.
its late at night we had a big fight i can feel the warm light i know you're high as a kite i gave it my all but its already fall and so ill learn to call and ill tell you what i saw bloody thursdays i have stabbed myself again it leaves a mess but i don't mind the scent i gotta make amends again i have lost a friend will this ever end I'm on the verge of what I'm worth dissolving and devolving into nothing but a concept do you miss me like i miss you oh the deer they know what to do now i think its about time that i make it worth your while so i pull in his driveway rips his guts out with a smile
4.
i wallow away here living in constant fear of what could be near anything but the deer the glass it burns my skin my patience is wearing thin passing it on to my kin hoping the fog will lighten do you know where to go it's full of snow its full snow ill never know where to go i hate the snow i hate the snow get up shut up rest up buttercup show down break down look down with a frown
5.
lake mungo 03:04
how are you tonight i know i am scary sometimes are you feeling alright i know i can be scary sometimes i am waiting like a wishing well for you i am casting it like a spell on you i know it’s what i want but what i want is for you to do what i want you to do so could you please step aside for me, ok? it’s not much to ask but are you ok
6.
when im with you im so confused its leo i should've known do i love you or is it in my head I'm tired of feeling used one day ill wind up dead can you break me oh baby can it really be? maybe. the uncertainty of justified love is a byproduct of the lack of such momentarily it leaves me feeling full before it drains me and leaves me feeling null i swear to god I'm really gonna do it this time i second guess as i say each passing rhyme but hopefully ill find out why i was born like this before i die do i love you or do i wanna be you I'm sick of being so confused i wanna say what must be said I'm sorry I'm not really meant for this I am so pissed
7.
your breathing's getting slower things are getting harder I need you more than ever I don't want things to be like December but i guess I gotta get used to it but i guess I gotta make use of it id come back if you wanted me id come back if you wanted me id come back if you wanted me you don't want me you don't want me id come back id come back id come back id come back
8.
just a second ive gotta get my shoes I wont take too long ill walk the mile its what I do I wont fall away hold on there cowboy these days don't take much calm your horses grab some lunch I wont say your name
9.
10.
world's fair 03:57
my bedroom feels like a box more than a safe space what even is this place my mirror reflects a monster upon myself indistinguishable forget it ill forget it in a couple days it'll go away pump 3 shots into his stomach watch him bleed into the carpet i cannot take my eyes off it someone help me please for god's sake one day i will disappear and there will be no one here there will be nothing to hear i will be one with the deer
11.
overwhelming 04:29
is it as easy as they say try hard and it'll be okay but i do that everyday so why is it all the same? I'm gonna do it this time I'm gonna do it this time I'm gonna do it I'm gonna do it ill follow through with it this time I'm getting sick of it all the time I'm gonna do it I'm gonna do it
12.
and i gave all i had to lose I'm sick of choosing I'm feeling fruitless and you never listened to a single word i had to say every single day and the deer they talk to me i want them to leave why cant they just leave but i learned after long ill never be ok

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Elafiphobia: The fear of deer.

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released July 15, 2022

Written, Recorded, Produced, and Mastered by Tomcat
Cover: @_in_bliss_ on Instagram
Voice message at the end of track 5: Darby Ullan
Rocco: Rocco

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